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Name: J
Birthday: 1/1/1980
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2/20/2004
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| i was really worried about this year because i did not go on nearly as many adventures as i did the year before. but as the year comes to a close, i have stepped up my drinking and made new friends, danced with cute girls, got numbers from cute girls, and done many shady things in various back alleys (TONIGHT I EXPERIENCED SOME DRIP DRIP). my mission statement is to put myself outside my normal comfort zone and experience the world and all it has to offer, and also to improve myself every day in every aspect. i was worried that i wouldn't even be able to kiss a girl by the end of the year, but thanks to [SHADY DETAILS OMMITTED] a girl named erica, all that and more has been taken care of.
the bottom line is, i love [NAME OMITTED]. she knows this as well. we've had good times and bad times, but in the end, i love her fiercely, as a friend and as much more. she has helped me grow and mature, and she has made me smile when at times all i wanted was to weep. as a result of all that has happened between us, i truly am a strong man as a result. for the horrible things that i have said and done and regret, i feel like a fool. for the wonderful times we have experienced together regardless, i am grateful. i love you and care about you, and you know i'll always be there for you. I don't even need to say your name, because you already know who are you.
the year is drawing to a close, and i have learned to count my blessings and be happy and grateful for all the the good in my life. too often humans look at what they don't have and feel unfulfilled, completely ignoring what is right there in front of them.
meanwhile, i have finally found the passion and fire in my life from an unexpected source. I have been freed from what had been tying me down before, and it has given me a drive like never before. and for once, it has nothing to do with women. yeah, that's right. fuck bitches, they ain't even worth my time. unless their prices are reasonable. or when i actually care for them (which i hopefully won't do too often). here are a select few photos which kind of sum up the
year. who knows what other crazy shit will hapen
before it draws to a close?
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| SOBER post
so far its been the same old daily routine. but today's AIM conversation was too much to handle. 20 page drunk update comin up soon.
Feng: YES
Feng: YESYEYSYESYEYSYEYS
Feng: MUSIC AND LYRICS
Feng: I GOT IT
Feng: OMG
JY: ?
Feng: I AM SO HAPPY
JY: to what?
Feng: THE HUGE GRANT MOVIE
JY: what are you talking about
Feng: THAT IVE BEE WANTI NT OSEE
JY: .....
Feng: OMGOGMOGMGOMGOGMOGM
JY: ...........
JY: are you gay?
Feng: io am the happiest
Feng: man
Feng: in the world
JY: this is going on my blog
but i still love him
no homo
DIPSET!
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| new drunk post # 1234
so in a previous post i mentioned about this hella cute girl bartendress at
this chinese bar. last time i went there i hella flirted wit her, but
didnt get her #. 3 months later i come back, she smiles, i flirt
with her hella, talk to her in chinese, and she gives me two cigs that
she stole from the restaruant cause i asked her to, so after all that,
2 am...
i ask in chiens:
"baby can i get ure #?"
she says, "SURE!" in chinese
i was like sweeeet, then i was like" wait, do u have a bf?"
she said yeah,
i was like "really baby??"i chinese
and she said yeah
and i was like
"damn baby that sucks"
and
i was crestfallene, cause here i had flirted with this girl who was
hella cute at 27, and she wante dot iggive me her #, but she already
had abf
so later i threw up and felt sad
so heres a postal service song that expresses how i used to feel about that girl, who i a m cool with again and is my bestest girl, friend, now:
JY: Will someone please call a surgeon
Who can crack my ribs and repair this broken heart
That you're deserting for better company?
I can't accept that it's over...
I will block the door like a goalie tending the net
In the third quarter of a tied-game rivalry
So just say how to make it right
And i swear i'll do my best to comply
Tell me am i right to think that there could be nothing better
Than making you my bride and slowly growing old together
THE GIRL E: I feel I must interject here you're getting carried away feeling sorry for yourself
With these revisions and gaps in history
So let me help you remember.
I've made charts and graphs that should finally make it clear.
I've prepared a lecture on why i have to leave
So please back away and let me go
JY SLITTING HIS WRISTS: I can't my darling i love you so...
Oh, oh
Tell me am i right to think that there could be nothing better
Than making you my bride and slowly growing old together
THE GIRL E:
Don't you feed me lines about some idealistic future
Your heart won't heal right if you keep tearing out the sutures
JY LISTENIN TO LINKIN PARK AND CRYING:
I admit that i have made mistakes and i swear
I'll never wrong you again
THE GIRL E: You've got a lure i can't deny,
But you've had your chance so say goodbye
Say goodbye
PS: watch this cool korean horror movie: the host, hilariously good
i hate my life kill me plz. goddamnit i got rejected agian, thats like the 50000000000000 time i hate women, i give up i hate my life
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| um................... theres a lot to write. IM DRUNK AS I WRITE THIS ENTRY, SO IT POURS FORTH FROM MY BROKEN HEART WHICH I HAVE STABBED AND KILLED BECAUSE I FEEL NO MORE, I HAVE KILLED MY EMOTIONS, EMOTIONS ONLY MAKE ME WEAK!
but today, on valentines day, i went karaoking with my crew. itwas good. pix, and vids will be uploaded later. i drank a lot and felt depressed over that one korean girl whose name will not be mentioned (IT BEGINS WITH THE LETTER E) needless to say, me and her are on OKAY terms now, and it will be that way, because i will NOT DO ANYTHING TO RUIN what we have anymore (enuf dmg has been done). but still , it was a sad day.
i hate valentines day so much. every year i just curse this stupid, arbitrary, commercialized, stupid holiday that makes everybody miserable. love is not about how much money you spend on somebody. love is about selfless action, its about sacrifice, its about caring, and kindness.
but tonight, i said, love is stupid, and i drank shot after shot, to drown out my sorrow and misery. i hate valentines day, with an unbridled passion and hatred. if i were president, i'd abolish it. when i get a wife, im telling her were nevcer EVER celebrating it. id love my wife, but i wouldnt participate in such an insipid, horrific, awful hliday.
its ironic, cause even though my crew sang depressing songs like "love hurts" and "Creep", i sang "madly, truly deeply" by savage garden, a love song, because i am a hopeless romantic. i curse love, i curse women, but in the end, that is what i want. ............... i hate women so much. but madly, truly, deeply expresses how i feel. i wasnt able to sing backstreet boys, because my turn never came up again.
OH WELL
heres a drunken chat i had with vie at 2:30 am in the morning
jy: i hate my life
Viet you got money
Viet: and i think you're cool
Viet or i could say
Viet: jieyang... quit being so spoiled
Viet: you got everything you could ever want
Viet: and your life is too easy
Viet: and you just expect a girl to fly right into your life
Viet: like the spoiled brat you are
jy: K
jy: LOL
jy: I KNO
jy: ..........
Viet: imagine yourselves living on the streetz
jy: THX
jy: V
jy: THAT MEANS A LOT 2 ME
OH AND ALSO.......
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| OK. Here is my exciting update.
This Monday I went to a Tech N9ne concert. Tech N9NE actually stands for Technique Number Nine, and not for the sub machine gun. Anyway, the bouncer got angry at me for taking pix, but I still managed to get some pix and vidz in.
Last Wednesday I went karaoking. I went with my BEST FRIEND FOREVER from the FIFTH GRADE, who I had not seen IN OVER A DECADE.
also along for the ride were some white people. but they're not important. what is important is how cool i look with a cigarette in my mouth. Well at least, I think I look cool. I mean I am cool if I smoke right? RIGHT?
OK maybe i'm not cool, but at least I'll get lung cancer and heart disease. SCORE! Like my cousin in China said, MEN SMOKE AND DRINK! THATS WHAT MEN DO! anyway I tried to mack on this girl, and failed miserably. here is a pic of her, i'm not sure if that's a look of fear or lust. i'll take either one really.
Ok so new years eve was pretty fun too. I cried for about a couple hours, while downing some Warre warrior port. Then I cried some more. Eventually, after stumbling around in public, tears streaming from my eyes, I took some pictures. Dont be fooled by the look of happiness as I took pictures with random guys. I was dead on the inside.
WTF?!?!??!?!? yeah this guy had face disease or something.................................. At the time, my vision was so blurry I didn't notice.
Since people wonder why I seem to love guys (especially homeless ones like johnny michigan), I took one pix with the waitress so ppl would think im straight and not gay. Well I tried.... at least this one doesnt have a look of fear in her eyes.
Me and aaron missed most of the fireworks because we were busy finding a place to piss. we eventually settled for some bushes. CLASSY!
Ok so a coupla weeks before new years, I went out with Pablo, David L #1, and David L#2.
SICK!
and finally.......... after a hard night of partying I drop these two fools off. They got PWNED.
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